" Everyone says Love hurts. But this is not true, Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these feelings confused with Love. But in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. "
It's been a long long time since I posted anything here, truth is there's too many bad memories written.. I was hesitant on even using this blog again...but then again, what good is an unfinished book? Life goes on right, despite all the painful memories... Yes life does goes on. Fast forward till today 2013, times have changed, life has changed and people around me have changed.
I've moved on since 2011, it was a painful journey and something that I wouldn't want to go through again... Let me repeat that..No one should ever have to go through what I went through!! Anyway, 2012...not a good year at all... My divorce was final, after all the counselling and quiet talks we had. Little much it did too improve us, I guess it was the only civilised thing to do... I have no regrets at all and at least, my consiencence is clear and my doubts laid to rest... I'm still recovering from it though i've moved on...sometimes it's easier said than done, this 'moving on' thing?!
I've moved on since 2011, it was a painful journey and something that I wouldn't want to go through again... Let me repeat that..No one should ever have to go through what I went through!! Anyway, 2012...not a good year at all... My divorce was final, after all the counselling and quiet talks we had. Little much it did too improve us, I guess it was the only civilised thing to do... I have no regrets at all and at least, my consiencence is clear and my doubts laid to rest... I'm still recovering from it though i've moved on...sometimes it's easier said than done, this 'moving on' thing?!
Picking up the pieces of a broken life hasn't been easy, but it keeps the mind busy and the heart content. I've kept myself commited to work and embraced new found passions. In the midst of building my own house as I've sold off my apartment, too many memories there... New environment required. I made up my mind to leave all the emotional luggage there...start over, new life, new goals and a better appreciation of the single life again. Lonely as it may seem...I have to be patient now. Allah SWT has a plan for everyone, we might not know why, what or when? I guess these questions would be answered in time. Allah SWT has a purpose for the pain, a reason for the struggles and a reward for the faithfulness...
