Monday, 25 February 2008

Regrets...

The world is full of lies, is there any honesty at all... I'm still looking for my happiness, what more in life can one look forward too?? I am but a fool living with false hopes and a victim of sweet promises in what used to be a hopeless relationship. Is this what I deserve for all the things I have done for her... Is this my reward for all the love I have given her?? It's better to leave me alone after this... the love inside me is gone because of her, I'm scared I may not trust anyone else with my feelings anymore...

I used to get lost in my thoughts by thinking of how life would be if she were really mine... now, my heart just freezes each time I remember the words she's whispered to me, I
end up being consumed by regret each time I hear her name. She was cruel to lead me on with empty promises... I blame myself for falling for someone like her, I ignored all the rules... now I'm paying the price in misery. It was my fault for not realising the bitter truth of what was happening between us... I was just too deaf with eagerness to love her...

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