Nothing...

Every step I took today felt heavier and heavier while walking to my office. I wasn't looking forward to seeing Ms Angel at work today. I can see her across the office, sitting there as if life were normal as usual. I can see she doesn't seem phased by what has happened, maybe she doesn't even care really...?? But underneath that tough cold exterior I hope she is suffering the sorrow I am feeling. She hasn't said a word to me yet... She just sits there in silent nature, cool, calm and collected. I have not spoken to her, nor have I looked at her... I want to be strong to turn away. I want to be strong to forget her... I hope I can get thru today....