Foolish people do stupid things...I am one of them. I don't know what's going on with me right now...I spent the better part of my morning neglecting work and logging on to MSN... chatting with MsAngel??! I guess that must have made her day...never saw so much 'smileys' in one sentence...maybe she was surprised too? Things just led to one another...then the flirting started...now I feel awful for being that way... what have I done?? If only I could have kicked myself in the head...if only... An update on MsAngel...she's still trying to get her previous post back, since she can't seem to cope with the work ethics there, so hopefully soon her transfer back will fall through. Due to the global financial crisis, it seems that there aren't much prospects for corporate lawyers thee anymore. However she still shows that she wants me...for obvious reasons, she's made it apparent that I am still the guy for her and etc..etc..bla..bla.. well you what I mean.
I am in deep regret now...my mind is blank...I don't think i can concentrate on work now. Regret can be such a distraction...it's consuming most of my thoughts. Funny thing about 'Regret' is, it's better to regret something you haven't done...rather than regret something you have done..?! Get it? My mistake follows me like my shadow...it has no worth, I can't change the past... She used to make my world worth while...now all I see is hurt. My mind is thinking of everything we've done...yet, understand nothing between us...my memories are lost...
